There's no place like home....or is there?

Had a busy friday both at work and home but it was good both ways. We celebrated Poodle 1 birthday last night with the band...I say we but she wasn't feeling well so we included Cougar, Poodle 2, me and Horse Whisperer which was a blast! I had a lot of fun last night just shaking my bootay and not really drinking, i had 2 maybe 3 drinks but water in between, i'm too old to repeat the 'food poisoning' again, I feel great today, got home early 1ish and had a blast so I feel it was a good night.

I'm still reaching for the best feelings I can about the whole weight/body thing, yesterday i HAD to go buy a new pair of jeans so that I have a pair that look nice because all my other jeans don't look so nice...so I 'beat' myself up about that a bit but then let it go and said you know what, i'm beautiful inside and out...fuck what size my jeans are as long as I feel good in them and as soon as I said that I had a blast, i didn't care and all was good....need to do that more often. I'm allowing that 'heavy' comment to dig in deep and I really want to just care what I think about the whole thing which I know my feelings so I'm going to keep reaching for better feeling thoughts and trusting that it will come and let it go!

TinMan had his friend spent the night last night so they were here while I was out, I worried a bit but they were fine :) and of course had more fun with me being gone than if I were here and now they're playing xbox...I just don't get the 'gaming' thing, everyone has their thing so I don't complain, they're both good kids and instead of wanting to be out in the streets they're playing video games so I'm thankful! I thought I would make breakfast but they're not up for it so....that's nice I can do other things, like clean, LOL